Wednesday, August 31, 2011

Happy Raya 2011


Selamat Hari Raya!

It had been a while since i had any Raya mood. Not that i have much this year but it's definitely there when one has an invitation to attend an open house lunch.

It really had been ages since I go to an open house right on the 1st to 2nd day of Raya - most invitations come within the month of Raya AFTER day 1 / 2...

Am going for one today - so wish me luck as I am still awake at this hour... waiting for my iTunes download. Bad choice to do it in the middle of the night... I bet I will look more like Hantu Raya later...

Nevertheless, one improvement to my otherwise lazy 3 days is that I flexed my fingers wrapping a mini hamper for the open house later... I realized that I am out of many materials - time to stock up and restart my hobby perhaps?


Monday, August 15, 2011

Another one Achieved

Remember the day dreams (or nite) we used to have when we were young on how good if we have this and how I hope that I will achieve/have it one day?

A recent incident made me reflect - how many of my "dreams" came true.

And to my pleasant surprise, some of it did come true. Perhaps the law of attraction is stronger than you think? * :) *

I found that emotionally and in relationships, there are plenty I have had as well as lost. I have always grown to believe, that it's always good to have/experience it even for a fleeting moment rather than not having/experienced it at all. As this allows me to be able to reminisce the good (or not so good) ol' days rather than have zero memory.

People changes, priorities changed. Relationships end, choices altered. Looking back, indeed there is a silver lining under each gloomy cloud. You are who you are - you can't change it, but to learn how to embrace it and live life to the fullest being happy.

I found that there are many things I wished I had, I have now managed to have it. It may be a simple thing as getting myself a designer purse to owning my own home (in which this I have not yet achieved) but nevertheless, the realization that I made it brings a whole new meaning to me.

Material things aside, in which we can always work hard to achieve. The only worry I have now would be if I ever find love again, or if it ever found me... Love comes in many forms - the one type that I worry most if I can ever have again would be a mutual one.

While I hope and wait that love is still there for me in this lifetime, perhaps I should focus on making other dreams come true? * :) *